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ABS-CBN has bought the rights to make a television version of the hit vampire novel Twilight, ABS-CBN's CEO, Euegenio Lopez III signed a contract last December 6, 2008 for the television adaptation of Twilight.

The rights cost a more than a million dollars, the taping is set to start next year by February in Baguio, Tagaytay, Bukidnon and some parts will tape outside the country. And it will be directed by Cathy Garcia Molina, the television adaptation will focus with the love story between Edward and Bella, this is much more than a drama, romance, but also fantasy. This is co-produce by Ignite Media Incorporation.


CAST (Unofficial) :

Rayver Cruz as Edward Cullen
Shaina Magdayao as Isabella Swan
Valeen Montenegro as Alice Cullen
Joross Gamboa as Jasper Hale
Karylle as Rosalie Hale
Luis Manzano as Emmett Cullen
Chin Chin Gutierrez as Esme Cullen
Gabby Concepcion as Dr. Carlisle Cullen
Al Tantay as Charlie Swan
Yayo Aguila as Renee Dwyer
Fred Payawan as Jacob Black
Carlos Agassi as James
Jessy Mendiola as Jessica Stanley
Empress Schuck as Angela Weber
Brad Murdoch as Laurent
Nikki Bacolod as Victoria
Aaron Villaflor as Mike Newton

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..aNd at the eNd Of the day.,

..sEveN ChES mOlecuLes..

..haVe becOme OnE cOmpOund!!..

..syNtheSis by 'deLocaLizatiOn'..

..'deLocaLizatiOn' at cOlon and SM orbitaLs!!..

..hOpe tO have mOre fOrwaRd reaCtioNs..

..in the futuRe eXpeRimentaL days..

..Of OuR Ch.E.S inSpiRed LivEs..



"At the end of each adventure and every journey.,

we will always be what becomes of our memory..

and i'll always live and be the memory of you and me.."

~ Diary of KeCa_736UV ~


_ + t a K E C A r e + _

i had never asked for anything.,

so i never ever expected for anything..



but then and there., you came and became.,

the reason why it will all never ever be the same..



because accepting me for what I am was more than enough for me..

but you had to love me for who I am and that was just simply..

the best birthday gift you could ever have given to me..



I LOVE YOU!!

_ + t a K E C A r e + _

HanNa rocks because HanNa rocks..

HanNa rocks because she's HanNa and HanNa rocks..
HanNa rocks because she's HanNa and she just does..

HanNa rocks because of a million reasons let me count a few..
HanNa rocks because of the reasons I'm about to tell you..

she rocks because she's a genuine masterpiece of God's creation..
she rocks because she's an earth-dwelling angel in my perception..

she rocks because she's thoughtful generous and understanding..
she rocks because she's humble meek and bongga jhud ka charing..

she rocks because she's a smart and witty classmate to study along..
she rocks because she's a fun and comfortable company to belong..

she rocks because she's aware of whatever it is she's talking about..
she rocks because she's true to what she believes without a a doubt..

she rocks because she's a hysterical and truly funny pal..(unlike me)..
she rocks because she's a beautiful cute and pretty gal..(very unlike me)..

she rocks because she's there to laugh at my corny jokes by and by..
she rocks because she's there to shoulder at my tears when I'd cry..

she rocks because she's a dearest comrade in our day to day strife..
she rocks because she's a treasured blessing in the journey of life..

she rocks because she's nothing short of a totally awesome friend..
she rocks because she's that of kind of a kewl friend until the end..

she rocks because she's an embodiment of these reasons and more..
she rocks because she's a person I'd make this corny poem for..

she rocks because she's filled this paper though I'm not done..
she rocks because she's to hear more why she rocks and beyond..

HanNa rocks because of a million reasons let me count a few..
HanNa rocks because of the reasons I'm about to tell you..

HanNa rocks because she's HanNa and HanNa rocks..
HanNa rocks because she's hannah and she just does..

HanNa rocks because HanNa rocks..

HAPPY AM I TO BE bestowed with the cherished realization of the unbounded reality of the inconsolable fact that for each and every act or task you do with all the passion and dedication of your heart may and for most cases will actually make such a part of your heart as much as the what you have poured into it..

for the passion that burns in your heart and the dedication that flourishes in your actions conjugates and becomes a part of that which you are giving to and in equal return becomes a part of your heart and from a part of your life and lifestyle which is made manifest in your character and attitude as your identity..

and that identity becomes a name to be held with and more importantly a name to be lived with as we make our traverse amidst a world where who you are and the predicament where your identity is made known is a treasure in itself and a gift that you must carry and uphold as to what you are and who you are..

i am a cheerdancer..a cheerdancer is what i am..by body (bruised and injured).,by mind (stressed and nose-bled).,and by heart (fully engraved and embedded)..

it is an existence that i have lived for the past few months and within that short and long expanse of time a lot of happenings and moments have passed me by.,

bittersweet memories of by-standing in the lobby waiting for the others.,fooling off and getting along with those who have arrived.,worrying about the attendance of people late and not there.,very hot and sexy warm-up exercises.,spending weekdays and weekends with practice despite exams and tasks.,upgoing lifting-dancing practice until very deep into the night.,refreshing and cooling water breaks by the fountain.,having talks and discussions after a tiring practice.,and just enjoying their company at the end of the day..

such memories brings tears of joy and sadness.,how grand and great were those moments one we can and will surely call good times spent with the very people you have become used to and the very individuals you have become one with as a group as a team as a family where we find our happiness and at the same time brings about a brief sadness knowing that it wont be till along time from now that we can experience and share such times with them once again..it won't be till a year from now that we can experience a brand new adventure with them..

but then again i come to realize.,because of the very reason that brings that happiness and sadness to me can also be the very reason why i can be genuinely happy without being sad.,the fact that such events happened and are to happen in the future with the people that you have come to love being with is in itself a happy thought.,and still that bond you have made will be kept forth so long..the fact that i am with these cherished memories.,the fact that i am with these great friends.,and the fact that i am A CHEERDANCER..


 

..win Or LoSe..SaN CarLoOos!!..
..cheErdanCe maNia..wuhoOo..
..listinGs Of injuRies::..
..a bruiSe in the cheek..
..a cut in the lipS..
..a strain On the nEck..
..a diSloCatioN on the baCk..
..a spRain On the haNd..
..a cRaCked knEe caP..
..a swOllen finGer..
..a defOrMed aNkLe..
..a Nd maNy mOre..
..but aLL thiS bruiSes aNd spRains..
..aRe nOthinG cOmpaRed tO the paIn..
..Of livinG with.,
..a brOken hEart..
..a shatteRed exiStenCe..
..a defiLed bOdy..
..aNd aN empty brain!!..
..ahaHaha..
..dLi ka aNswEr uG exaM!!..
..ahaHaha..
..nO pain?!?!..nO brain!!..
..egOr!!..abeR kieve sOrGe..
..eS maCht niCht!!..
..mhm..

...time crisis countdown...eight minutes and counting...

...after all the while I'm still running short of time...it's either time is too fast for me to handle...or I'm too slow to handle the time...but then again no matter what comes time will still be as it is and there is nothing i can do to change such a thing as time...although i can waste it away by spending luxurious moments facing my one and only interface with the sense to respond to my every whim but not in ways that seem perfectly perfect...but it's all i got for the meantime and for that fact i shall dedicate this blog for too...

...for the computer!!!...for all time!!!...

...time crisis countdown...five...

...till next time...four...

...if i have time that is...three...

...sOhrejOu!!!...two...

...mhm...one...

...theRe aRe truLLy infinite nUmbeR Of seQuenCes in life...life is aLmOst always made maNifeSt by the mOmEnts in life that gLimMeR aS the sMaLL bEads Of saNd in the hOuRgLaSs that cONstituteS OuR LiFe...aNd fOr the mOst paRt Of my LiFe theSe geMs oF sand haVe beEn nOthinG but vaGue cRystaLs Of uNspOken aNguiSh aNd meLanChoLic diStreSs...a visCeraL eXpanSe oF evEnts that have uLtimateLy a nOn-eXisteNt puRpOse aNd abSoLute laCk Of eSsenCe...

...theRe aRe maNy thinGs written abOut life and livinG that i find tO be iNexpLiCably true aNd aCcuRate yet to nO avaiL make a gRand paSsOveR tO my beinG...aLL i have fOuNd in mE is an aLL cOnsuMing vOid wheRe nO wOrds..,thOuGhts oR evEn evEnts can fLow by withOut bEinG cOnsuMed by my pEssiMiSm..,eMotioNality..,seLf-pity..,aNd gLuttONy...aNd thiS fOr OnE i find to be uLtimateLy tRue..,i have beEn nOthing but a deep aNd daRk beinG eatinG up eVeRythinG that had cOme paSs me by...

...yet sOmewheRe deep intO the paGes Of my wiCked life's sO caLLed hiStoRy aRe thOse mOmEnts..,thOse GOD-givEn mOmeNts that mOre than sLaps me in the faCe with the tRuth that i aM beStOwed upOn...diffeReNt aNd nuMerOus evEnts that wOuLd leaVe aNy maN tO a stand-stiLL...fiLLed with reaLizatiOn...with thOuGhts...with reSoLutiOns...aNd stiLL i fOuNd myseLf surOUnded with stiLLneSs...aNxiety...aNd in mOst caSes aS i fiGht it Out but cOmeS Out aNyway...feaR...feaR...feaR...

...a feaR like aNy OtheR feLt by aNyOne...yet that saMe feaR that reSouNds in the miNds aNd heaRts Of the veRy peOpLe that surrOund me haS a teRse aNd pRofoUnd effeCt that gRipS me like that haNds Of TitaN cRushinG an OlyMpiaN in hiS haNds..,it waS nOthinG in paRticuLar but a cOntiguOus cOnteSt Of feaR aNd wiLL aNd aS it haS beEn sEen a cOnteSt dOminated by feaR..,but littLe did i knOw that aLL that is abOut tO chanGe..,aNd thiS tiMe it iS but a dOt..,a gLimmeR Of hOpe that i aM wiLLinG to taKe..,

...what iS it with maN aNd feaR..,beCauSe the aNsweR tO that cOuLd liteRaLLy save my life..,a life fiLLed aNd heLd by OtheR peOpLe mOre thaN my Own..,fOr sO loNg haVe i beEn eNsLavEd by OtheR pEopLe..,their PrejudiCes..,theiR imPreSsiOns..,aNd theiR sEntimEnts...maN haS been..,iS..,aNd wiLL aLwayS be a sOciaL beinG..,but nEveRtheLeSs left Out aS a singLe beinG in a woRLd with gaziLLioNs Of cOunteRparts..,aNd eaCh aNd eveRyday i aM brOught fOrth tO that jungLe...jungLe of sCrutinizinG eyEs..,judGing eyebrOws..,aNd deMeaNing eNcOUnteRs...

...fOR it is aN incOnvenieNt truth that the sOciaL huMand truth iS nOthing but a cOnsuMation Of diffeRent seNtimeNts aNd sUbjeCtivitieS Of diffeRent peOpLe who hOLd the reGard aNd reSpeCt Of the maSs..,nO matteR hOw aNd nO matteR what.., yOu wiLL aLwayS be what peOpLe sEe yOu aS..,beCauSe youR iS exiStenCe iS fathOmed in theiR eyeS..,whO yOu aRe may be aNd mOst Of the tiMeS wiLL be diffeReNt thaN the way peOpLe sEe yOu..,aNd i caN atteSt tO that...aNd that iS a pRinCipLe i caRry evEryday...

...unknOwinGly..,tRuE aS the prinCipLe sEeMs tO be..,theRe aRe theSe diffeRent aNd raRe diaMoNd mOmeNts that rEmind yOu Of GOD's tRuth..,aNd nOt Of HuMaN tRuth..,the kind Of mOmEnts wheRe yOU lOsE yOurSeLf to whO yOu aRe aNd deLve intO whO you aRe mOre than whO yOu aPpEaR tO be..,the mOmEnts that whO yOu sEeM tO be dOesNt matteR..,but whO yOu aRe..,aNd it is in theSe eVeNts that i aM rEminded Of the beauty Of mOmEnts..,the cOmpLexity Of pEopLe..,the truth Of life..,aNd the LOVE of GOD..,

...fOr it iS in theSe diffeRent tRaNsmutatiOns that i haVe undeRgOne with cRedit tO theSe eVeNts that haVe paSsed me by..,that i haVe made myseLf aN individuaL i nEveR eVen thouGht i cOuLd be..,it iS in thiS rOad i haVe fOuNd aNsweRs..,fOuNd expLanatiOns..,aNd fOuNd that OnE thinG that haS beEn miSsinG aLmOst my eNtirE life..,aNd i aMsuRe tO taKe hOld oF thiS..,nOw that i aM givEn thiS gift Of reaLizatiOn..,aNd disCoveRy...

...aMidst the diffeRent sNaPshOts Of what haS beEn my life..,i haVe beEn fiLLed with aN eMptinEsS i caN dO nOthing with..,but i caNt dO withOut..,it iS a vOid that haS beEn a paRt Of mE..,ineXpLiCabLe but fathoMabLe...aNd i truLLy adMit that my life haS beEn a cOmpLete wReCk aNd an iNsaNe meSs that had beEn tOuChed by that vOid..,theRe aRe the eveNts that i have lived aNd lOst to a OnE thinG that waS suPpOsed tO be with me in thOse gOldeN mOmEnts...

...aNd nOw that i haVe beEn kiSsed with that lOveLy truTh..,i caN truLy say aNd identify what haS beEn miSsinG...i waSnt miSsinG LOVE..,GOD mOre than aNyOnE haS fLoOded me with lOve like wateR caScadinG dOwn wateRfaLLs..,i waSnt miSsinG GUIDANCE..,my faMiLy haS beEn mOre thaN a guidinG piLaR..,i waSnt miSsinG ACCEPTANCE and FRIENDSHIP..,mOre thaN aNythinG i knOw thiS fOr a faCt rOund OveR..,wheN i LoOk at my friEnds..,i knOw nEveR waS theRe aNythinG miSsinG frOm theM..,Or by theM...what i haVe beEn miSsinG iS sOmethinG i haVe grOwn cOMplaCenT aNd iGnoRaNt Of..,

...iVe beEn miSsinG myseLf..,in eVeRythinG that haS paSsed me by nOthing eLse haS beEn bLaNk aNd laPsed exCept myseLf..,i haVe beEn seLfish aNd fiLLed with pRide that i fOrGot that the Life i LiVe iS nOt ruN by the pEopLe aRoUnd mE..,but it iS ruN aNd livEd by mE..,my LiFe haS beEn a gift..,but i haVe nOt reGarded that gift with vEneRatiOn aNd gratitude thrOuGh my cOnsentiOuS attentiOn tO the uLtimate faCt that i mUst giVe mySeLf tO the liFe i Live..,aNd that iS what i haVe beEn miSsinG..,

...i haVe gOtteN sO loSt i caN say a miLLiOn timEs..,aNd mOst Of theSe timEs i haVe beEn LoSt tO myseLf..,drOwNed in mY iGnoRanCe..,stubOrn Of the thinGs that paSs mE by..,cOmpLaCent tO the vaLueS that aRe instiLLed tO me..,aNd unmindfuL Of the pEopLe i haVe cOme tO lOvE aNd caRe fOr..,whiCh is fOr me tO say fiLLed with abSenCe Of myseLf..,i haVe beEn in aN sEeminGly eNdleSs headaChe of obLiviOn that in the eNd had itS cOncLusiOn..,aNd that cOncLusiOn iS tOday..,

...the day whEn i haVe fOuNd what i haVe beEn miSsinG..,aNd puttinG it in its riGhtfuL pLaCe..,i haVe yet tO eXteNd my aPoLoGieS aNd thaNks tO the pEopLe that haVe stOod aNd waLked beSide me..,the pEopLe that havE beEn theRe deSpite my inaNimity..,the peOpLe that haVe aCcEpted me..,caRed fOr mE..,aNd LoVed my iNspite Of mE..,deSpite mE..,aNd fOr mE..,i may nOt say it riGht..,Or shOw it eVeN wOrSe..,but deEp in my hEaRt it iS trUe..,that fOr aLL theSe thinGs i aM teRRibLy sOrRy..,deEpLy thaNkfuL..,aNd whOleheaRtedLy LOVE YOU!!!...

..,i caN but OnLy sMiLe geNuiNeLy at thiS cOmfOrtinG disCovEry..,knOwinG that the tRue liFe aNd livinG beGins nOw..,wheN i haVe fOuNd what i haVe beEn miSsinG...

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose or topaz
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved
in secret, between shadow and soul

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where
I love you straightforwardly, without complexity or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

The sovereign lordship of Christ is celebrated often during the course of the Church’s liturgical year. It is implicit in the feasts of Epiphany, of Easter, of Ascension. We also recall the ultimate triumph of Christ in every celebration of the Eucharist: "Lord Jesus, come in glory;" "Through Him, with Him, in Him ... all glory and honor is yours, almighty Father."

In addition to all that, however, there is the solemnity of Christ the King which we celebrate on the thirty-fourth Sunday in Ordinary Time. Pope Pius XI established the feast of Christ the King in 1925 to be celebrated on the last Sunday of October. He intended it to be an antidote to the increasing atheism and secularism of his time. In the liturgical reforms of Vatican II, the tonality of the feast became more cosmic and eschatological (i.e., concerned with the end of the world and the ultimate destiny of humankind) and its observance was moved to the last Sunday of the Church’s year. In its theme and in its place in the calendar, the feast of Christ the King has to do with finality - but also with futurity.

The live letter that the Church gives us for this feast is a heavy passage from chapter fifteen of First Corinthians. Some members of the young church of Corinth seem to have thought that the resurrection of the dead had already occurred, perhaps at the coming of the Holy Spirit, and that nothing more should be expected. Paul answers that, if they deny the resurrection of the dead, they must deny the resurrection of Jesus, too. But Jesus’ death and resurrection and ongoing life constitute the cornerstone of their faith, and, if there is no such thing as resurrection (for Christ and for us), our faith is meaningless.

This is where our passage begins. The fact of the matter is that Christ has risen from the dead and that His resurrection is just the beginning of what all the faithful will share. There is a parallel between Christ and Adam. Adam brought death for everybody and Christ brings life for everybody. It doesn’t all happen at once, of course. Christ’s resurrection constitutes the beginning. When He returns in glory at the end of time, all those who belong to Him will arise, too.

After that will come cosmic completion. Christ will have achieved dominion over all the hostile powers of sin. Finally (in the general resurrection) He will have triumphed over death itself, that most basic consequence of sin. Then Christ will offer "the kingdom" (i.e., a redeemed humanity, a redeemed creation) to His heavenly Father. At that point ("when everything is subjected to Him"), the humanity of Christ will be definitively subjected to the Father, so that all reality is now once more in obedient union with God.

Our passage is filled with references to Christ as King: "those who belong to Him;" "he hands over the kingdom to His God and Father;" "he must reign;" "everything is subjected to Him." In all these different ways Paul is teaching the Corinthians that Christ is still alive, that He is in charge of things now, and that the ultimate conclusion of everything will be the dominion of Christ which will be offered to the Father.

Most of us find the Corinthians’ difficulties with resurrection rather quaint. Theirs are not the concerns that we are busy with. Yet what Paul has to say to them is not without relevance to us. Paul’s teaching in this passage reminds us that we have a corporate future, that our human existence is not just a matter of living without reproach until our allotted days have run out and then gratefully taking the place that has been individually assigned to us in heaven. Paul invites all of us who are in Christ to look forward together to a final, universal, symphonic society in which the significance of the contributions of each of us will be manifested, in which each of us will be aware of how the lives of all of us had a part to play in the all-embracing love of Christ for His human brothers and sisters. We will all arise in new life, but that life will be one life, the life of Christ the King.

Our present task is not just to stay out of trouble until we are liberated from this world of sin. Our present task is to contribute to the formation of the kingdom, to extend the presence and action of Christ to the world around us so that every aspect of that world will fit into the final harmony that is constituted by the universal dominion of Christ.

Reflection on the kingship of Christ invites us to awareness that our present life is not a waiting room, a gathering place where we pass the time until we are called to go elsewhere. On the contrary, our present life is a work room where all of us together are invited to collaborate on a final future that will consist in the completion of redemption and the handing over of all creation to God.

As one year ends, we look forward to the beginning of another. But we also look forward to a time when there will be no more endings or beginnings because Christ the King will have brought everything to a final, unending present.

-=+{cRedit tO Archbishop Daniel E. Pilarczyk}+=-

...wEeEe...kaLinGaw sa aQnG adLaw!!!...

. ..itS OnE chUey whOle satuRday!!!...
...GuMikaN sa aMuNg pRaktiS paRa sa
peNiteNtiaL ceLebratiOn kuNg aSas niNdOt
jhUd ka.au aNg mga kaNta...

...s a paGsiMba naMu...na uNa kai iNiG
fOur thiRty sa buNtaG uNta...na mOve sa
kahuMaNan sa pRaktiS...

.. .nakaLimOt nuOn Q sa paG paLit uG
bRaCeLet paRe ni baBy siS...nya ni
diRitsO naMi sa iLa shEn2x...

... linGaw aU gaNina...kai aSide sa faCt
na naG kuyOg mi..,nakakita na phUd Q ni
aNgeL nGa piRtiNg ca cute!!!...

.. .nya naG iStOrya mi sa
kaMaGaNak..,aT e..,eTc...ni shEn2x uG ad2
mi ni kaON sa amu luNch...

...a fteR naGbinabOy mi sa kahuMaNan..,ni
ad 2 mi ayaLa kuNg aSa naGkita si shEn2x
uG c hOrhe...ayEeEe...

...nYa ad2 JY...ai juLieS d.ai.., nYa
haBaL2x ni wiNNie dah pOoh para sa bOy
sCout caMp...

...na G "hikinG" naMi nYa piRtiNg paGka
vaiN uG saba naMuNg taNan did2 bUt na
sErVe aNg puRpOse niCeLy...

... nYa finaLLy..,kuyOg ni baBy siS sa
paG.taN.aw sa piRitinG liNgaWa...piRtiNg
niNdOta..,uG piRtiNg mayaSa...

... it waS suCh a niCe day..,the pRaktiS
with thE sOnGs...thE biRthday mEaL aNd
chika with shEn2x...

... d "hikiNg" kuNg aSa na miStoOk Q
thReE tiMeS fOr sOmebOdy eLsE...nYa na
buNyaG aNg "M.U.M"...

...aNd fiNaLLy dah piRitNg linGawa,
niNdOta, uG mayaSa nGa pLay na kOrEan
veRsiOn sa hiGh skuL mUsiCal...

.. .piRtiNg paGkaLinGaw uG niNdOt sa aQng
adLaw tunGod aNi niLa uG naGpaSaLaMat Q
aNi niLa nGa naGpaNindOt jud:::

...ni LoRd!!!...2nGod niya nahitabO ni
taNan...uG naniNdOt aNg taNan...

...n i shEn2x!!!...hOwpie bOitdei!!!...uG
l aMatz sa lunCh paRteh...

... sa uSc-ChES!!!...sa piCs uG fiRst
eXpeRienCe sa "hiking" aS meMbeR...

... sa ateH ni baBy sis MarOse na ni giVe
sa tiCket paRa sa kOreaN HSM...

...laS t but nOt dah leaSt...tO mah baBy
sis!!!...sa taNan2x niya gi buhat para
naQ karOng adLaWa nga piRtiNg daGhaNa na
dLi na ma daLa uG tyPe...eNx baBy
sis!!!...yOu R dah beSt!!!...mwah!!!...

...saLaMat sa taNan...God bLeSs!!!...

...the cuRtaiNs oF liFe dOeSn't OlwEyz autOmatiCaLLy Or by fate..,OpEn uP tO eaCh aNd eVeRyOne Of uS..,whiLe wE juSt sit theRe aNd staRe aNd wait...theRe aRe tiMeS whEn wE nEed tO be thE OnE tO oPeN up that cUrtaiN tO briNg fOrth the liGht Of hOpE...lOve...aNd spiRit nOt oNly fOr the sake Of OuRseLveS but fOr the sake Of otheRs...aNd that iS eXaCtLy what iS maNifeSted iN OuR reCeNt tRip tO SOS viLLaGe...wheRe paYiNg a viSit theRe pRoVed tO be mOre thaN wOrth the tiMe i had sO sElfiShLy tRied tO pRoteCt...aNd iNdeEd reGret iS nOwheRe iN my miNd aS thE pRiCeLeSs mEmOriEs oF OuR viSit fLash baCk iN my iMaGinatiOn...mEmOriEs Of the tiMe wE fiRst stePpEd upOn the viLLaGe...aNd hOw i fOuNd mYseLf aMaZed at hOw nEat aNd sEreNe the viLLaGe waS...Of the tiMe whEn wE fiRst mEt the kiDz...aNd hOw adOrabLe theY weRe iN theiR diSpOsitiOns...Of the tiMe whEn wE pLayEd baSketbaLL aNd OtheR gaMeS with theM...aNd hOw i laUghed mY hEaRt Out iN siNceRe juBilatiOn...Of the tiMes whEn wE taLked aNd cOnveRsed aNd eVeN saNg tOgetheR with thEm...aNd hOw wE leaRnEd a lOt frOm thEm aNd bRouGht tO rEaLizatiOn a nEw peRsPeCtive iN life...Of the tiMe itsElf that waS sPeNt with theM...aNd hOw it haS beCoMe a paRt Of my buiLdiNg aNd fadiNg mEmOry...Of the tiMe i nEarLy cRied beCauSe i waNted tO stay a bit lOnGeR...aNd hOw i lOoked like oNe of theM that tiMe..,aLL teAry-eYed aNd dRamatiC...Of the tiMe that wE left aNd wEnt On OuR waYs...aNd hOw i kePt lOokiNg baCk hOpiNg that it wiLL be sOmeday sOoN that i caN cOme baCk...aNd i wiLL cOmE baCk...beCauSe that littLe viSit i paRtaked iN that sMaLL..,sEreNe..,aNd pEacefuL viLLaGe...aNd the faCes Of the littLe aNgeLs that i haVe sO lOviNgLy met haS tOuChed mE iN a waY that i nEveR did..,neVeR..,aNd neVeR wiLL uNderStaNd but nEveRtheLeSs aPpReCiate fOr sO loNg aS tiMe gOeS On...aNd whEn the day cOmeS tO aN eNd..,whEn the tiMe tO say OuR gOodbYeS aNd sEe yOu lateRs waS upOn uS...a tOuChiNg eXchaNge oF mEmOirS eXpOsed the tRue maNifeStatiOn Of the dEeP bOnd we haVe deVelOped with thE kiDz iN suCh a sMaLL sPaN Of tiMe...aNd whEn we wEnt On OuR way..,whEn wE left tO cOntiNue On with OuR liveS..,wiShiNg aNd thinking Of gOiNg baCk...wE beGan tO thiNk...aS the liVely cOnveRsatiOns aNd kiddie pLay beGaN tO suBside...maNy rEaLizatiOns aNd maNy leSsOns cOMe intO mind...it maY be fReQuEntLy uSed by thOse whO haVe uNdeRgOne aCtiVitiEs suCh aS thiS..,bUt leSsOns suCh aS lEaRniNg tO vaLue eVeRday thiNgs..,leaRniNg tO caRe aNd giVe iMpOrtaNce tO peOpLe aNd thiNgs...aNd the like rEaLLy cReeP uP my hEad aNd rEmiNd mE Of hOw thiNgS like thiS haPpEn aLL the tiMe...the biG pRobLeM iS that thiS state Of rEaLizatiOn aNd tRaNsitiOn Of habit tO gOod aNd tRaNsfOrMed iS aS teMpOraRy aS thE huMaN iNdesCript statUs quO...wE knOw aNd reaLize what we haVe tO dO...but wE dOnt dO it...itS a veRy sad faCt bUt tRuE aNd uLtimateLy cOnciEvabLe nEveRtheLeSs...bUt iN thE eNd...eVeRythiNg iN yOuR oWn pErsPeCtiVe staRts with yOu..,aNd like what wE did wE tOok the OpPortuNity aNd beCaMe the kiNd oF chanGe that maNy peOpLe jUst raMbLe abOut it with theiR butts faCe fLat dOwn iN the cOmfOrts Of theiR sEats...aNd beiNg the chaNge..,nO matteR hOw stReSsfuL aNd diffiCuLt it iS haS the abiLity tO giVe uS the pRiviLeGe Of chanGe dEeP withiN uS...bEiNg thE chanGe bRiNgs iN itsElf..,chanGe in uS that makEs uS grOw intO the kiNd oF peOpLe whO sEe life aS a nEveR-eNdiNg jOuRnEy Of grOwth aNd leaRniNg...wE becOMe betteR iNdividuaLs by the chanGe iN attituDe..,aNd the chaNge iN chaRaCter...aNd whEn aLL sEeMed aCcOmpLishEd aNd dOnE..,hOpEleSs aNd iMpOsSibLe..,the chanGe leaDs uS to thiNk that theRe stiLL a waY...sOmewheRe...sOmewaY...sOo gO Out aNd be the chanGe!!!...aNd maY that chanGe mOld yOu aS it haS mOlded mE...aNd if it iS tO haPpEn tO aLL Of uS..,whEn eVeRyOnE tRieS tO be the chanGe...thEn the wOrLd wiLL tRuLLy be a bRighteR aNd mOre wOnderfuL pLaCe tO live iN...aNd wE wOuldnt nEed aNy cuRtaiNs aNymOre...aheHehe...GoD bLeSs aNd mOre pOweR tO yOu!!!...

The fountains mingle with the river,
And the rivers with the ocean,
The winds of heaven mix forever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single;
All the things by law divine
In one another's being mingle;--
Why not I with thine?

See the mountains kiss high heaven
And the waves clasp one another
No sister flower would be forgiven
If it disdained its brother;
And sunlight clasps the earth,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea;
What are all these kissings worth
If thou not kiss me?

-=+{ Percy Byeehe Shelley [1792-1822] }+=-

The first time I saw you
You were walking down the beach at night
With the waves bowing down to you
In the bright moonlight
Well it must have been a signal from up above
'cause deep in my heart I knew that it was love

And it turns me on
Like when the sun goes down
And the moon comes up
Sweet, sweet love, like no
other man has been touched
By the simple process of love

I wish there were a way
To show you my love is real
But Webster hasn't found the words
To express how I feel
Well just like a river needs the rain to flow
You've warmed a heart that once
was cold, with your love

And it turns me on
Like when the sun goes down
And the moon comes up
Sweet, sweet love, like no
other man has been touched
By the simple process of love

Tears been the sign of weakness
my tears i thought were full of
joy and happiness
are my tears telling something
about us, about us falling

tears have the reason to be
the sign of weakness
us begin to falling
as tears falls off my check

tears been the sign of sadness
tears for me been all the happy
moments that happen to us

tears have hthe reason to be
the sign of sadness
us begin to have more
sad moments than happy moments
as sad tears form in my brown eyes

i was blind from the tears finding
behind of my eyes
telling me how we wont last forever
now us is starting to fade away
as my tears are drying slow

When do you know that its time
time to say goodbye
to the one you love?
When do you know its over?
When everything that you go through
was no longer in tell to what happens
in your future.
When the happiness that you once had
for someone is slowly turning into sadness.
When the love you shared
is whats driving you crazy...
When the passion is no longer there.
The kisses aren't as soft & sweet.
The warmth that you gave
is now cold & still.
When do know that the
love is gone....
When is it the right time to
say goodbye....

...tHe pEopLe'S chaMp...

...oVeR tHe paSt fEw rEceNt yEaRs...wE...tHe fiLipiNo pEopLe haVe bEeN caPtiVateD aNd aMaZed by paCqUiaO aS tHe "fiLipiNo chaMp" tHat stePs iNto tHe rEaLm oF bOxiNg aNd cOntiNuaLLy raiSes tHe fiLipiNo ideNtity aNd fiLipiNo sPiRit fOr aLL tHe wOrLd tO sEe...fUrtheRmORe he dOeS tHiS sO witH paSsiOn aNd dEdiCatiOn tHat neVeR cEaSeS to aMaZe fiLipiNoEs aNd otHeR pEopLe aS wEll...hiS pReSeNcE aLoNe sEnDs oUt rOaRiNg cHeErS fOr thiS huMbLe fiGhteR of gEneRaL saNtOS whiCh he riGhtfuLLy deSeRvEs...aS hE eNteRs tHe riNg...hE haS tHe hOpEs aNd pRayeRs of a whOle fiLipiNo naTiOn rEstiNg oN hiS shOuldeRs...aNd iNdeEd thiS haS fuRtheRed hiS fiGhtiNg sPiRit tO maKe hiM a fEaRed aNd renOwNed fiGhteR...

... hE cOntinUoSly caRriEs thiS "...buRdeN...pRiviLeGe...wHatEveR yOu maY caLL it..." iN eVeRy fiGht hE iS in...aNd aS tHe eYeS oF the whOle wOrLd haS sEeN aNd witNeSsEd...hE haS dOmiNated aNd tRiuMphEd iN hiS reCeNt fiGhtS aGaiNst eLite fiGhteRs..."tOp mExiCaN bOxeRs" to bE eXaCt...fRoM maRqUeZ...tO dE la hOya...tO mOraLeS...to sOliS...tHe paCmaN sEeMs to be liViNg uP to hiS aLiaS aS hE sLowLy mUnCheS oN tHe tOp fiGhteRs fRoM mExiCo...bUt it haSnt aLL bEeN viCtoRiOuS cRiEs aNd chEeRfuL cElebRatiOns...aS aNy fiGhteR maY haVe eXpeRieNcEd...tHe "fiLipiNo chaMp" haS had hiS baD mOmEnts...hiS gRaciOus defEat to mOraLeS giVeS a tEstaMeNt oF tHe taLeNt oF mExiCo in tHe rEaLm oF bOxiNg...bUt mOre iMpoRtaNtly...it shOwS uS tHat eVeN thE paCmaN caN haVe hiS lOwS...

...tHe ePiC fiGht tO be...

...aNd iN nO mOre waS oNe oF hiS baD daYs maNifeSted betteR tHan iN hiS reCeNt [sEcOnd] battLe wiTh baRrErA...wiTh tHe eYeS oF tHe whOle wOrLd sEt oN thiS ePiC fiGht [whiCh sEeMiNgLy wiLL bE baRrErA's laSt fiGht]...it waS tHe maNNy paCqUiaO fEvEr oNce mOre...eMbRaCiNg tHe fiLipiNo pEopLe...aS tHey chEeR aNd hOpE fOr a kNoCkdOwn wiN by paCqiUaO...bUt haViNg tHe pLaN oF retiRiNg oN thE hOriZoN oF baRrErA's pLaNs...he iNteNds tO haVe a laSt viCtoRy nOt oNly fOr hiMsElf bUt fOr thE pRide oF hiS cOuNtRy aNd tHe rEvEnGe fOr aLL tHoSe tHat haVe faLLeN pReY tO tHE miGht fiSt oF tHe PaCmaN..."fOr mE thiS fiGht iS pErSoNaL...i wiLL wiN...nOt oNly fOr mYseLf bUt fOr aLL tHoSe tHat haVe bEeN deFeAted by hiM [paCqiUaO]"...saYs BaRrEra...

..."tHe wiLL tO wiN"...waS tHe tHeMe fOr tHe epiC battLe oF paCqiUaO aNd baRrERa...aNd tHat wiLL waS iNdeEd teSted aS tHe aWaitEd daY aRriVed iN tHe miDst oF eVeniNg at maNdaLay bAy...laS veGaS...tHe whOle wOrLd aWaits...aS tHe cLOck tO fiGht tiMe sLowLy tiCks...aNd aS tHe tiMe oF rEckOniNg aRriVeS...eChOeS oF cHeErS aNd bRaVadaS wErE raiSed aNd hOwLed aS tHe fiGhteRs maDe theiR waY tO tHe riNg...baRrEra sEeMiNgly haD a emOtiOnaL waLk aS he knOws iN tHe baCk oF hiS miNd tHat thiS [maY be] hiS laSt fiGht befOre retiRiNg...whiLe paCqiUaO maKeS waY tO tHe riNg witH a sMiLe aS oNe of hiS sOnGs iS pLayEd fOr hiS eNtraNce...

...sOmethiNg oFF...

...haViNg aLL pRepAratiOns aNd pRemaTch fOrmaLitiEs sEt aSide...tHe mOmEnt mOst aWaiteD by tHe aUdiEnCe aNd viEwErs haS finAlly cOme...aS tHat gLoRioUs riNg of tHe beLL rEsOuNds iN the eArS oF tHe pEoPle aNd the fiGhteRs tHe fiGht [nO...tHe baTTlE i shOuld saY] cOmMeNcEs...cOmMeNtatOrs oF tHe fiGht eXpECted a veRy bRilliaNt fiGht aS tHey sPoke oF theiR eXpeCtatiOns oF PaCqiUaO tRyiNG tO oVeRwheLm baRrEra iN thE fiRst fEw rOuNds...whiCh waS a reNoUned stYle oF paCmaN...bUt sOmethiNg haPpEnEd beYoNd tHat whiCh waS eXpeCted oF hiM...paCiUaO sEemiNgly staRteD sLow aNd saFe...

...iN a suRpriSiNg tWist oF tEchniQue shaLL wE say...paCqiUaO staRted nOt tRyiNg tO oVeRwHeLm baRrErA...hE pLayEd sLow, saFe aNd teChniCal...whiCh iN tHe caSe oF boXiNg aNalyiSts waS baRrEra stYle oF fiGhtiNg...aNd it waS cLeaRly sEeN aS baRrEra sEemiNgly laNds a puNch oR tWo cLeaNeR aNd mOre fReqUent tO tHe uSuaLLy baRgiNg paCqiUaO...eVeN thOuGh maNnY waS sCoRiNg mOre pOiNts tHaN baRrEra...aS thE fiGht pRoGrEsSeS...eVeN tHe cOmMeNtatOrs tHeMseLvEs nOtiCes sOmethiNg "off" witH tHe waY paCquiaO iS fiGhtinG tHat tiMe...it waS uNuSuaLL aNd nEw...bUt sOmethiNg tHat didNt wOrk tO tHe aDvaNtaGe of paCquiaO...

...tHe tRue battLe...

...iN aNy fiGht...be iT a bOxiNg maTch...a cHeSs dUeL...oR a sOcCeR gaMe...it iS faCt [oNe miSuNderstOod by sOme] tHat a fiGht iSnt jUst a cOntRaStiNg wiLL oF tRyiNg tO oVeRcoMe aN oPpOneNt...itS nOt jUst aBoUt pLayiNg tHe gaMe...itS aBoUt beiNg iN the gaMe...a fiGht iS iN tRutH a battLe...pHysiCally...mEntaLLy...sOciaLLy...eMotiOnaLLy...pSychOlogiCaLLy...witH tHe pEopLe aRoUnd yOu...aNd mOre iMpoRtaNtly wiTh yOurSeLf...iN a fiGht...yOu aReNt jUst fiGhtiNg agaiNst aN oPpOneNt...yOu aRe gOiNg aGaiNst yOuRseLF...phySicaLLy pUshiNg yOu tO fiGht...mEntaLLy chaLLeNgiNg yOu tO oVeRcOme...sOciaLLy kEePiNg tRust aNd rEspeCt...eMotioNaLLy bRiNgiNg yOu tO hOpE...pSychOloigiCally teLLiNg yOu tO wiN...

...yOu aRe gOiNg aGaiNst oTheRs...tO yOuR sUpPoRteRs aS yOu tRy tO uPlift aNd retaiN tHeiR tRust aNd beLieF in yOu...tO yOuR cRitiCs aS yOu tRy tO cOntinuaLLy pRoVe tHeM wRoNg...tO yOuR viEweRs aS yOu sHoW thEm wHo yOu reaLLy aRe aNd what yOu aRe tRully caPabLe oF...aNd laStly...tO yOuR oPpOneNt wHo aLso faCes tHe saMe chaLLeNge...tHeSe diFFeRent eLemEnts maKe uP tHe rEality oF what sEeMs tO be a siMple maTch bEtwEeN bOxeRs...a rEaLity tHat nEeDs tO be aCcEpted, eMbraCed, aNd mOst iMpoRtaNtly uNdeRstOod...

...whAt it mEaNs tO wiN tHe battLe...

...a fiGht iSnt jUst aBoUt wiNniNg tHe maTch...tHe tRue viCtOry oF tHe battLe cOmEs iN tHe liGht of tHe diFFeReNt faCtOrs...itS aBoUt tHe tRiuMph oF yOuR pHysiCal liMitatiOns...oVerCoMiNg oF yOuR mEntaL rEstriCtiOns...sOciaLLy uPhoLdiNg rEspEct...eMotiOnaLLy aCcOmpLished...pSychOlogiCally satiSfyiNg yOurSelf...kEePiNg yOuR naMe aNd rEspEct...aNd dEfeAtiNg yOuR oPpOneNt [whiCh fOr mOst naiVe fiGhteRs iS tHe oNly thiNg that is iMpOrtaNt]...uNtiL thEn caN yOu tRully saY tHat yOu haVe wOn tHe fiGht...aNd wHats mOre wOn tHe battLe...

...aNd iN tHe eNd...tHe rEaSoN why i beLieVe tHat maNnY paCqUiaO wOn thE fiGht bUt lOst tHe battLe waS beCauSe of tHe siMplE rEaSoN tHat it waSnt hiS day...bE it a matteR of hiS chOiCe oR uNcoNtrOlabLe eVent...tHe faCt tHat hiS staRt waS uNuSuaLL aNd iNeffeCtiVe...hiS fiGht waS cOuraGeOus bUt teRribLe...hiS aiM "kNoCk Out gOaL" waS nEarlly rEachEd bUt oNly nEarly...hiS mOod sEeMed diFFeReNt aNd dOwNsiZiNg...hiS pResEnCe waS a bit oFF...hE waS a bit oFF...aNd iN tHe eNd...it sEeMed tHat he hiMseLf waS hUrt...aS he said iN tHe pReSs cOnfeReNce...

...tHe wiLL tO wiN...

...pLeAse dOnt gEt mE wRoNg...i mYseLf aM a paCmaN faNatiC aNd wOuld nO leSs wiSh he haD wOn aS he did...i aM haPpY he wOn aNd aM pRoud of it nO dOubt...bUt it kEePs oN buGgiNg mE hOw aNd whAt haPpEnEd tO paCmaN tHat day...whAt waS wRoNg...wHat waS oFF...aNd it iS iN thEsE cOnfuSiOn tHat i tRy tO eXtraCt mY sEntimEnt fRoM...iN mY eYeS he wOn...bUt i feLt aS iF he didNt sUcCeEd...sUcCeSs iS diffeReNt fRoM viCtoRy...yOu maY wiN bUt nOt sUcCeEd iN whaT yOU aiM...oR viCe veRsa...[yOu maY wiN bUt nOt geT wHat yOu waNt...aNd yOu maY gEt whAt yOu waNt aNd nOt eVeN wiN]...

...hOweVeR aNd whateVeR it waS...tO kEeP it siMpLe...maNnY wOn tHe maTch...maYbe it waS hiS dOwNriGht puRe skiLL...uNlikeLy stRoke oF luCk [i dOnt sUgGeSt...jUst maYbe by 0.01%]...bLeSsiNg fRoM abOve...oR siMply hiS will tO wiN...aNd i saLute, aPPlaUd, aNd cOnGratuLate hiM aS muCh aS eVeRy pRoud fiLipiNo dOes...it iS just mY feRveNt wiSh tHat a fiGht liKe tHat wOuLd nOt coMe tO paSs iN tHe fUtuRe...bEcaUse hE maY have wOn tHe fiGht bUt he lOst tHe battLe...

..."laBaN paCmaN!!!"...

...aFteR a totaL oF sEveNty daYs, siXteEn hOuRs, tweLve miNutEs aNd twElve sEcOnds...tHe dEafeNing siLeNce oF my bLoG haS beEn bRokEn...(^^,)...oNe caN oNly beGiN tO rEcaLL tHe tiMes aNd tHe mOmeNts oNe haS faiLed tO pUt dOwN iN tangibLe cOdeS...tHe eVeNts aNd haPPeNings tHat haD coMe tO paSs...a saD faCt tHat caN oNly be pOndeRed...bUt neVeRtheLeSs...oNe sHall pUt iNto wOrds tHe mEmOirS oF tHe paSt...tHat a dAwN oF rEmeMbraNce maY bE liFted iNto mEmOry laNe...(^^,)